Just Found Out I Have Peyronie's Disease And I Hate Myself
I just found out that I have peyronies disease and I hate myself for it. Honestly, I want to kill myself, except for the fact that I have a wife (who I'm afraid will leave me or cheat on me now) and a son.
I love both of them with all of my heart, but I am probably going to end up looking like a side show circus soon and no cure for it in sight. This is right after I lost 30 pounds, my wife lost weight, and my son is doing really well with everything now. What kind of a man can I be to my wife now? What kind of man will she see me as now? To not have anyone directly by my side through this would kill me.
Then I find out I have to wait a whole 18 months to see how curved or small my penis will get? That is absolute torture and I honestly don't know how to cope. I had big plans for joining back up my tennis group and having romantic get away with my wife in about 6 months. I might be a mangled 90 degree twisted small penis by then. How am I supposed to pull that out in front of my wife with any confidence?
Maybe I should go ahead and bite the bullet. I had big plans to publish a book am proud to be working on and now I have no drive or motivation because of this horrible disease.
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